I’m in the truck headed back to Texas after a quick weekend jaunt to Albuquerque.    I was unprepared for the flood of emotions that hit me as we came over the mountain and descended into the city.   In hindsight, I should have seen it coming.   My good friend told me, over coffee, on Thursday night that she thought that I should finish the story and leave it in Albuquerque.  I should have known that God was up to something.   You see, this weekend marked the 3 year anniversary of Paul and I just knowing each other.   And I think that God had the ultimate “anniversary” present for me.   Freedom.     
This will always be a part of my past, but I believe that God is closing this chapter, and writing the next.     And I’m excited to see what He has up His sleeves.    But before I leave you, there are a few parts of this story that trample on our paradigms if you will.   You may be even questioning my Christianity.   If it makes you feel better, sometimes I question it too.   But all kidding aside, there were some difficult lessons that I was forced to learn during this time.    I didn’t want to include these in the stories, as I felt that they may bog it down some, but I do feel that it’s an integral part of the process.   So, in no specific order I leave you with the following thoughts:
 
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